my hands look so chubby in this picture kms.
i got this cute ass lighter at the wireless festival the other day and im so in love with it oh my god.
anyways, my day went from shit to really fucking shit. im so done with trying to make others happy when honestly they dont give 2 fucks about me. i just wanna drink\/smoke until i cant breathe anymore. i dont deserve to be happy, i dont deserve nice things or a happy ending. idk im just gonna go rant in my journal because no one actually cares on instagram, i dont know why i even bother. so yeah.